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1.
Anxious 02:48
Why do I hold on to, books I'll never read? Why do I procrastinate, on things I love and need? Every single day keeps on slipping away. I don't do a damn thing to make a change, at all. The place that I grew up in, hasn't really felt like home. Since a year after I left there, so why am I back here growing old? When your favorite things, start to make you anxious; What do yo do then? Every single day keeps on slipping away. I don't do a damn thing to make a change, at all.
2.
One coast to another, hearts on the line of every state and every city skyline. I wish on every crack of lightning that you’ll miss me a little more with every day. I hope these postcards find you well. These roads all look the same, how are you? Did you get the letters that I sent? I wrote them on some truck-stop placemats. Smoke or Fire; they’ve become the anthem of this van and their words make so much sense you see. Because every redwood and every canyon “they don’t mean shit to me because I didn’t see them with you.” I hope these postcards find you well. These roads all look the same, how are you? Did you get the letters that I sent? I wrote them on some truck-stop placemats. We built these homes in each other’s hearts so no matter where we go we’re always coming home. I hope these postcards find you well. These roads all look the same, how are you? Did you get the letters that I sent? I wrote them on some truck-stop placemats.
3.
Nailbiter 03:23
I bite my nails when I’m nervous and I’m nervous almost half the time. I fill these old beer bottles with water so I can keep something in my hands, when I feel out of place I always try to keep my head on straight and you were always there to keep me feeling sane. I would never admit I was lost but I’ve questioned where I'm going at least a couple of times. I must admit that these days we’re slowing down but I know that we’ll get there soon. I always try to keep my head on straight and you were always there to keep me feeling sane. It’s alright now. It’ll be alright. I’ve always tried to see the best, in everyone and everything. Before I once again digress; it’s getting hard. I always try to keep my head on straight and you were always there to keep me feeling sane.
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All I Know 02:29
I know that this, this is no surprise, I’m never one to keep my thoughts inside. I’ve been so torn between what seemed right to me and what I always figured right should be. All I know, is I feel more at home when home is just a feeling that we share. It took so long but happened right when it should. I feel like a kid but these aches remind me I’ve grown. This past year ideas and news have filled my head at what always seemed like the perfect moments. All I know, is I feel more at home when home is just a feeling that we share. We keep the sun at ten o’clock and we head home. All I know is I feel more at home when home is just a feeling that we share.
5.
Circles 02:41
It’s getting harder to find the same thrill. Turning in circles, I think I’ve been here before always hoping there’s a better way to make it through the day. Everyone is watching to make sure you don’t fail. They’ve been in your corner for so long now, it just wouldn’t be fair. Everyone is watching to make sure you don’t fail. So try your best not to fuck it up this time. Now it seems to me I’ve had the same problems more than a few times in my life. Everytime I think I solve them they find a way back in. Everyone is watching to make sure you don’t fail. They’ve been in your corner for so long now, it just wouldn’t be fair. Everyone is watching to make sure you don’t fail. So try your best not to fuck it up this time. This is all in my head; I’ve said it before and I’ll probably say it again. I just want you to know, I’m doing the best that I can and I will keep on trying until the very end. You all mean the world to me.
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Way Home 01:58
Threw up the water I really needed. Never wanted an I.V. with saline solution so bad. When you wake up thinking that, you know you need a break. I never feel so special as when complete strangers show me kindness. I know it never compares to your unconditional love. You know you found the one. I’m sorry I lost the way home.
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Stall 03:19
Five of Six in I can feel it again, a great sense of importance. Get ready my friends for another long winded story full of digression and meaningless I’m sorry’s. Maybe there’ll never be a right time. Maybe I just have to make time. Maybe there’ll never be a right time. I know I should cut back, finally take a break. There’s always next week, next show, next party; too late. I can always find a reason to keep on keeping on and on and on…….. Maybe there’ll never be a right time. Maybe I just have to make time. Maybe there’ll never be a right time. I can’t keep this up. Maybe there’ll never be a right time. Maybe I just have to make time. Maybe there’ll never be a right time. A right time.
8.
Up To You 02:52
Does it make me an asshole to say you’re wrong when you’re sure you’re right? It’s a difference of opinion, one of us was raised ready to fight. I avoid confrontation, it’s not my strongest point. Always opening my mouth, letting all the wrong words come out. I wish that I could see the world through your eyes, maybe then I’d have something to say to you. It must be such a terrible place I wish that I could show you that’s not true. That’s up to you. Not all children are happy, not everybody has support. In fact, the very same ones who are meant to protect sometimes cause harm but that doesn't make it all okay for you to act in the same way. You’re still responsible for your actions. I wish that I could see the world through your eyes, maybe then I’d have something to say to you. It must be such a terrible place I wish that I could show you that’s not true. That’s up to you. I want to help you out, I want to help you, but you’ve got to help yourself. I wish that I could see the world through your eyes, maybe then I’d have something to say to you. It must be such a terrible place I wish that I could show you that’s not true. That’s up to you.
9.
Coffee Shops 02:53
Drove past your old house, the porch where I first learned to say goodbye; goodbye with a kiss. I went home the old back way, it’s not faster anymore. Suburban homes have replaced the old forest. I guess that’s the way it goes. “No summer is endless.” This much I know by now. Found that old letter you wrote just the other day. When you were bored in class. Tucked away in an old magazine that I kept forever because the articles seemed so important back then but time has a funny way of making that all go away. “No summer is endless.” This much I know by now. I wrote this down outside a coffee shop like the ones we went to when we were kids. We’d share our dreams and all our crazy plans, like climbing the old water tower. I wonder if you ever did. “No summer is endless.” This much I know by now.
10.
No means no, except when you don’t even ask the question. You can’t fail if you don’t ever try but then you’ll definitely lose. I am still learning, at Twenty-Five it gets hard sometimes when you find your confidence shaken, advice ignored that you wish you’d taken. What can you do when, your four year plan is almost up? It was only ever made in the first place to keep off making plans. When everyone around you seems to have it all figured out, it’s best for you to disregard them. Why do you worry about everyone else? I know I know I know, it’s all in my head. If I can keep my head above water I’m sure my ship will come in. Overuse of cliches won’t result in A’s but I won’t miss the boat again. One thing I know for certain, this much I can promise you. I will weather still and storm but need a lighthouse to guide me through. I know I know I know, it’s all in my head. I am oh so perceptive but I seem to lose my vision. Always overthinking I miss what’s in front of me. I’ll take this prescription for two brand new glasses. The Doctor says if I use them daily I’ll be able to see again. All these lines that I write, seem to allude to the same thing. That’s alright with me. I’ll keep living this life the best that I know how that’s all any of us can do at least for now. I know I know I know, it’s all in my head.

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released February 13, 2018

JCFH this album is:
Jason Adair: Drums and Vocals
Steve McCrimmon: Guitar and Vocals
Ryan Cox: Bass, Vocals, Additional Guitars
Jon Creeden: Vocals, Guitars

Additional vocals by: Patty O, Scott Neary, Glenn Barrington, Marty Poulin and Dave Fenton.

Recorded and mixed @ DARC productions by Ryan Cox.
Mastered at Eight Floors Above by Dave Williams
Produced by Jon Creeden & The Flying Hellfish and Patty O.


Cover photo and negative strip by Jessica Hobbs
Layout by Jody Andrasi

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